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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

                                                            UN nana-garcon!

What’s so special about a nana-garcon! The Ultimate seducer! We all know his orientation but still we all like going out with him! He got a charm that no man or woman can resist. Miss him so much these two days! i feel so regret and I should have gone out with him and Edith. I should have phoned Edith! Why didn’t I do that! He said he will call me but he didn’t. Is he prefer Edith to be his friend than me?

 

Gosh! Why you are treating me like that when I want something so badly I could never get it! Or I had it for a while but it’s gone so quickly! What have I done to deserve this! I just want the last chance to go out with a friend that I may not be able to see him again! Plz, give me just a chance!

 

New roster for next month ! Have a block of stand by but quite a nice roster though! CDG again but everything would be different this time! I’m still not sure will Jacques be in paris at the time I visit paris without him actually paris is nothing and I got no reason to visit her again! Even I can see Jacques will be so much different this time. Of course I can go to st. germain and visit Kim ….but maybe he will be busy and will may not be able to have a chance to take a coffee for anything! Or he may not want to go out with me ! I may just be able to take a glance at him only! But even a glance…wish I could have a nice trip to paris not like the last time..i would like to see him again!

 

Anyway I will go to the lobby to wait for Kim tmr! He is actually the only man I would do so much for! If you want me to stay at the lobby and wait for another man. It will never happens! HAHA just for a nana garcon! God bless me to see him once again tmr!

 


Friday, September 05, 2008

                                                           Eternal recurrence

 

Everything becomes and recurs eternally –escape is impossible (Nietzsche) that may help me to explain why certain kind of people can always fool me around but I am not able to resist because “escape is impossible”. Nietzsche! I am only a human being. Nothing I can do to stop the eternal recurrence. So the only thing I can do is to sit here and endure all the pain ( pain is the father of pleasure) and joy recur all over again! Who am I ? just a speck of dusk in this universe..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

                                                     Right Choice

 

"what happened once might never have happened again at all"

Therefore, each life is ,ultimately, insignificant; each decision we make. ultimately, does not matter.

We cannot have two sets of life decision and compare the results. One can never know if one made the "right choice", since there is never a point of comparison. The insignificance of our decision is unbearably LIGHT.

i am still unable to explain my crazy behavior in ANC. Maybe long flight made people feel lonely and bored but what happened is bygones and irreversible anyway.If only i could remake the decision again, i wouldn't change a thing i would like everything all the joy and pain happen in the same sequence. What's right choice after all?


Saturday, April 19, 2008

                                                              Avant Garde

                                                                                 

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Friday, March 14, 2008

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the happiest day of the month

 

Resigned for more than a month, finally could squeeze a day to return the uniform and get the cheque back!

From 1 feb to 9 feb

 3 days of no pay sick leave & 2 days of entitled day off

eventually worked 4 days (only the chinese new year public holiday)

i got $6000 HKD  

This company is so strange ...the less you work ....the more you get paid!

HIAS 's RightChoice : take more sick leave

 

 



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